A smile can hide a lot ✨
I don’t tend to put anything negative up on my Instagram because I try to always be as positive as I can.
But behind a lot of smiles and the camera people can be feeling delicate.
Around 5 years ago I went through a very hard and dark time and without going into loads of detail I starved myself because I didn’t like the way I looked and how I was made to feel (in a previous relationship). Since having the girls I’ve been struggling with the way I look and behind my smiles there’s been a lot of tears, I’ve never suffered with anxiety but it’s been so hard recently and there’s been times where I’ve not wanted to go out of the house or the thought of going out the house scares me. I’ve turned into a worrier - something before the girls was completely non existent and I over think ever situation possible. Today Vee decided to lock herself in a cubicle (at the swimming pool) and rather than thinking about what we could do (get Sam to jump over the top 🤦🏼♀️) I panicked and shouted at mark to sort it 🙄 .
My point of this is that although people put up photos on social media and everything seems ok, doesn’t always mean that it is. People can fighting something that you know nothing about. I’ve seen so much trolling on Instagram going on recently and it’s absolutely horrible. It’s not needed and nasty comments aren’t needed!
For anyone who is struggling then please talk to someone - message me - I hate feeling the way I do sometimes but without mark, my girls and my family I’d be even worse. They are my safe haven 🖤 I love them all unconditionally 🖤 ...